Kicau English

The Moonlight At this night is shining through to my room

I can't think big before I have a wall that must be destroyed The walls that blocked me have been destroying one by one I'm not a perfect seller for anything that I sell But I ever sell anything by waiting for the stand that my mother has, sent goods to a small shop, sell a good with online tools, make cash on delivery while I sell my bicycle. I know now. I can't think big because those walls are blocked me. One of them, the wall is I'm only graduated from Junior Highschool before. It's a big problem that now I resolved that. That problem was haunting me for a few years when I looked for join to some job and training. Although that haunted me, I don't want to back to school. I never think that a few years ago. That I think is I must be a leader of my business. I struggle with my small business, but it isn't easy. When I just a kid, I like to sell something. I started with I sold a sticker to my neighbors, I was earning money for the f...

Give Me A Time For Crying I am not to easy to crying. My smile and laugh have been closed my cry all the time. I told myself, You are strong don't cry about all the things. Can cry make me fine for now? Just this time only I look like a stone but my heart such as .... I don't know Why I am feeling sad again in the last few days Hmm, don't worry or care about this. One year ago, I think in different ways. I need to social again with other I want to survive the same ocean I need to improve my skill I need back to social life, like school, family, and make a friend I need to talk with someone I need to walk around the city, country, or world I need to know why I life I need to know who is God I need to feel needed by other I must try at least one time what all I want before I'm dead Hmm, in one year I do many things. But I still feel I'm not ready. ahhrgg.. Please give me space to make me up. am I doing the best what I can do? ...

I have traveled to Bekasi last year. When I was in Bekasi, I knew Bekasi has a hot temperature. hotter than Bandung. On the first day in Bekasi, I arrived by bus with AC and when I go out of the bus the wind is so hot. Even I arrived at night, my sweat has fallen to the floor. For the first week, I spend my time looking around the area where I will do the job training. Not too far from my uncle's house, I was walking to some mall in different areas. Start from the mall that not has a good name. I think And next to the mall that has a location about 3KM from my uncle's house. My feet were feeling hurt when I walked back to my uncle's house. If I measured how far I am walked. the google maps have noted that I have walked over 7KM in one day. While I walked on the street to go to my destination. I wondered anything about my life to myself. How I can change this life, How I can fix my life, and anything. Bekasi has a hot air temperature and the sun will ...

To create a story, I must read another story. After I created some simple stories on this blog, I think to create a more long story, I must read another story from another resource. Ok, please wait for the next chapter, I can't going fast for now. I have 60+ dialogues to read, and an article from Medium.  To read every day. At this time, I try to pronunciation my speaking English and save the records to my google drive. If you wanna see, I will share that. but if you don't want it. no problem. hahaha

Focus for next month Ok, I going to focus on my English learning and SQL for the next month. I still can't record my voice in learning English. but writing something in this blog is better than for exercise my output. In SQL, Yep, I get dizzy. seriously, I need to repeat all of my SQL learning from the first step again. I need more time to learn anything I want. hmm how to be fast learning, faster than now.