Give Me A Time For Crying I am not to easy to crying. My smile and laugh have been closed my cry all the time. I told myself, You are strong don't cry about all the things. Can cry make me fine for now? Just this time only I look like a stone but my heart such as .... I don't know Why I am feeling sad again in the last few days Hmm, don't worry or care about this. One year ago, I think in different ways. I need to social again with other I want to survive the same ocean I need to improve my skill I need back to social life, like school, family, and make a friend I need to talk with someone I need to walk around the city, country, or world I need to know why I life I need to know who is God I need to feel needed by other I must try at least one time what all I want before I'm dead Hmm, in one year I do many things. But I still feel I'm not ready. ahhrgg.. Please give me space to make me up. am I doing the best what I can do?